Know that as I write this, I write with the experience of a chronic procrastinator. I am well-acquainted with panic, and there are many kinds. There’s the panic that you get when an assignment you should have done a week ago is due tomorrow. There’s the dread of having a huge project hanging over your head that you know you should have been working on. There’s even that little niggling panic at the back of your head that lets you know that you’ve forgotten to do something, but for the love of Christ you just can’t remember what that something is.
As you get older, graduate, and prepare to join the exciting world of employment (and even more stressful, careers), panic is likely to be something you will have to cope with for the rest of your life. So you may as well learn to live with it while you’re still in school.
I’m not telling you to be a procrastinator, like me. True, procrastination is an excellent coping mechanism for those of us who can’t handle school 24/7. But for the purposes of this entry let’s just say it’s just about the worst thing to be. Why?
Because here I am talking about the most important assignments you’ll ever get. The long-term projects that you are expected to work on for half a year or longer. The assignment you know you’ve had at the very beginning of the semester, at the very outset of your class.
In this case, procrastination kills. If it doesn’t kill your grade, then it’ll destroy your composure until finally you turn it in. Even if you distract yourself with a party or a video game (or worst of all, the internet), you’ll know that you SHOULD be working on it. It hangs over you like a guillotine, you know you should do something about it but you rationalize by saying “I’ll do it later”.
YOU WON’T! If you don’t do it now, you’ll never get around to it. The pressure of responsibility builds up as the days pass and the due date gets ever closer. The stress gets to be so bad that you’re willing to turn in just about any piece of crap just so that the pressure will end. And that’s a shame. You shouldn’t have to half-ass the most important projects you’ll ever undertake.
So do you have a 50-page paper you’ve been putting off? A poster board of some kind? A presentation on biophysics that’s supposed to last twenty minutes? Start working on it now! NOW!
Spare yourself the stress. You know that sense of security you get from knowing that your assignment is due in over a month? That distance is an illusion. Stop kidding yourself and get to it, because that assignment on the horizon is a lot farther than it seems.
